Let me tell you you are strong, awesome, humble and unique person.
Let me tell you you are different, easygoing , nice and sexy person.
You are alive, you wake up every single morning surrounded by a good atmosphere and beautiful people who love you. You go to bed every evening after having dinner and you are able to see the moon before you close your eyes. You go to high school, college, to work from Monday to Friday for only yourself, because you want to work in something you love not because someone told you so.
You like to go out with your friends on the weekends and have a pair of shots , maybe ending up drunk. Who cares? You are just having fun with yourself and your amazing people.
You like going out to have dinner with your partner, boyfriend, girlfriend, fiancé, husband or wife. That special person who loves you back , no matter what. After having a nice dinner and dancing all night long, you get back home with that special person and you make love.
You see your parents and grandparents getting older day by day and you feel time flies so quickly you are missing memories and wonderful moments. On the other hand, you feel more grateful and loved by your family each day, even though you know they will not be here with you forever .
You notice your friends have changed a lot , some are working abroad and other ones are married, with children or making up their own lives. You feel you need to hurry up to catch them sometimes, and this makes you feel upset, but then you get it “it’s their lives not mine”.
You also see sadness around you, when your friends have filled for divorce or someone is having a bad day even a bad life. You don’t like seeing people having difficulties and you would like to help, and definitely you try to do the best you can do.
You also know you get sad with lots of things happening in your life related to you, and sometimes you feel overwhelmed about it. You feel anxiety, overwhelming sensation , lack of communication with the people you love, breakups and break offs, people who leave you with any reason and people who get back to your life without your permission.
Sometimes at work people critize you with a super smile on their face, which makes you angry cause you don’t like hypocrites around you ; “but this is life” you say to yourself, and you don’t pay attention on them anymore.
When you go to the market or shopping, or even partying with your girlfriends people stare looking at you with big eyes. You don’t understand what’s up with these people and you try to ignore them, until some dickhead tells you if you want a sexual favor. You think people are crazy and try to be nice to that person thinking “oh my goodness I am so lucky to have a brain”.
Other times you just go out and have to hear bad comments about other people you love, girls-to-girls gossip moments, defamation and calumnies about lots of people, and you just want to get back home feeling unsure why you let this happen.
One day when you get back home and you start analysing all the things you have seen and learnt during a day, you focus on the things people do against others . And you feel overwhelmed thinking “why people can’t be nice to each ones and just let them be theirselves?” and your mom tells you “you innocent brat, grow up!” and you both laugh.
And life goes by…you know all the things you have struggled with all your life and guess what? You survived, you are alive, you are here. You may ask, Why I still here, Why I moved on?
Let me tell you why : you are a warrior and a beloved person, you made it cause you are worth it. No matter what have you seen, touched, felt , tried and experience you still here, and this is the only thing that matters. The Ying and the Yang.
Let me tell you you are the only one in this world who can be proud of yourself , more than anybody.